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Working in a very Japanese cultural environment is driving me crazy. Every morning, i simply drag myself to work, feeling sick and unhappy. Personally, I’m not a very disciplined person who loves and resigned to rules well. Hence, i am in big trouble when i stepped foot into a company full of rules and regulation.

On the first day, i was shocked by their "daily briefing" that took place once the clock strikes 9am. Subsequently, it become very irritating for me to hear the stupid clock calling us to gather for attention. I was being faced with this question "Gosh am i in the army?", what was i doing here anyway. I was struggling with the agonizing mixture of feelings of reluctance, fear & distrust simply not only by this briefing but also the fact that everyone must report within their team what their task and schedule are for the day! I could believed it man, simply ridiculous.

During this briefing, the team members would also constantly report about their center visit. (i'm under the field instruction and development team). These reports, to me are nothing but a load of rubbish since most of them are just updating us what they have learned or observed during their center visit. After the 1st week, i was feeling sick and tired of this company. I wouldnt need to know each other's self reflection do i ? I mean, why the need?